Actually, even though he felt a bit of envy, jealousy, and hate, unfortunately, he didn't want to find a girlfriend or get married.
Perhaps because of his profession, he had seen his soldiers, many of them lost in duty, and the emptiness and despair in the eyes of their families and loved ones.
That kind of despair can extinguish some deep-seated desires in a person's heart.
If one day he unfortunately met an untimely end, how would his loved ones, his wife and children, continue their lives?
Therefore, deep down, he was somewhat unwilling to find a girlfriend and get married.
But people are creatures with needs, whether physiological or psychological, and after a long time alone in the silent night, one would start to yearn for an intense love from the depths of their heart.
Di Mingchen couldn't sleep, so he simply opened a chat app on his phone to kill some time.
