I'm sorry
I'm not here most of the time so it's hard for me to keep you safe, as long as your here my mother will keep hurting you so it's better for you not to stay her-, "but why , why does she hate me so much to hurt me every single day , your mother she's a cold hearted
monster nothing but a "monste-"before I could finish I got slapped , by the person I loved the most . "Enough I know she's not nice to you , that doesn't mean I can listen to you shit talking about her , she's my mother elllisa, she's nice to everyone but you, so maybe your the problem " John said
I felt my tears falling but after this I don't want to even look at this man . " you want me to leave ,fine I'll leave , but you'll regret this John " I said in anger, I got up and wiped my tears and start packing my bag.
" it's past midnight and besides I didn't yet rent a place for you to live so Wait a little . And I'm sorry , I shouldn't ha— " "I'm going to my parents house, I don't want to associate with you anymore " I said as I wear my shoes
" allisa , I told you to leave the house not leave me , your my wife , I still love you " he said with teary eyes " SHUT UP! Love me?! You never did , if you did then you wouldn't kick me out of this house , and don't act like I don't have a place to go, I to have people who love me other than you , and soon I'll send the divorce papers." I said as I slammed the door in his face , and left .
I ran to the train station, preparing to go to my parents town . As I waited for the train I heard my tummy grumble " your hungry right , baby " I said as I caress my stomach, I was pregnant and I didn't tell him, I was afraid that my baby will get hurt . I bought sandwich and some snacks from a near by shop and sat on a bench to eat. When another woman who was with a small baby in her hands sat beside me , the baby was sleeping in the womans arms , . " is it a boy or a girl " I asked the woman ," it's a boy, cute isn't he " she said proudly ." Indeed is , looks just like his mom " I said
" looks like you too are gonna be blessed with one , how many moths has it been , I actually heard you talking to your tummy " she looks at my tummy . " 4 months , it's been 4 And a half months " I said excitedly .
" the baby must be luck to have such a beautiful and nice mom " the woman says
" yours too , your baby and the baby's father must be lucky " I said smiling
" thanks "she said
I got up as my train already came I waved a good bye at her and boarded the train. I sat on my seat and was on my way to see my parents , after four hours I finally reached, j got of the train and felt the wind blowing my hair , now this feels like home ! . I took a cab and reached to my house ,I knocked an the door , I could feel my legs shaking form how nervouse I was . After the third knock " who is it 5 in the morning , we don't want the cookies your selling " it's dad !! " dad?, it's me alllissa " my dad open the door in shock " alllissa my daughter is that really you " my dad said in shock , I hugged him, he sat me down and asked me thousands of questions I mean don't blame him , his daughter who left home for studies didn't come home for like six years and contacted him like twice a year, is at his doorsteps at 5 am looking like a mess .