Chapter 33 - Author's sincere outburst

Honestly... I feel lost... At first I had a little success in my eyes... People supported me and liked my book, I felt happy... But then I got lost... I lost my way... I couldn't move on... I discovered that I have trouble moving on when I succeed at something, even if it's just a little... I dealt with it and now it's been a year or more without a decent update... I feel frustrated... Should I continue? Or should I start over with a new story, probably even better than my first story, which I dedicated myself to and was happy to write. I loved writing every chapter... So I came to ask or see if there is anyone out there who really wants to continue reading this beginning... Tell me, and if there isn't... I ask for a second chance... Because I want to do my best to create a book, which I always loved to do and wanted to do... Even with my thousands of problems... I want to do my best...