What should I do when I realize that everything I believe is a hoax? Should I not go crazy and use my mind to keep things calm? Or should I destroy everything, including myself, after I've lost my mind and gone crazy?
I've always wanted the truth, but I've never been able to accept the truth I've heard. It was like disobeying God's orders, which I said I believed in. So why didn't I care about any of it?
I was mad at the people who tricked me, but I ignored me when I was deceiving myself. It was all hypocrisy. I was my worst enemy in this universe again.
Who wins when the mind and the heart are confronted?
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"Come on!" shouted everyone as I stared at the strange shield surrounding the country. I looked at the people who gathered around me and shouted in my face one by one because I couldn't feel the hearts of any of them. Anger surged through my heart, my mind was thrown into the fire. I've had enough. What was the need for me to be devastated anymore?
