I have an elegant party for our coming wedding of Gee. I hate people here. I want to rest.
"Honey do you like to rest?"
"Yeah I'm tired"
As I immediately go upstairs, I don't care of people, and I don't care of Gee, I do care only for Rosian my baby I miss her so much, I want to see her, but I can't I don't want to ruin her life because of me.
I worry about her and her sister are they fine? Million I gave I think it's not enough for them. I want to help her for the rest of my life.
I really love her so much I don't know what to do I don't know how I can fix this.
I am Cabillion the brave and prideful before but only of that girl change me to be a better person and now she's home it's useless I don't have the energy to take in. What's the point of change? What's the point? Nothing! I better go back who really I am who really Gabriel they don't like before!
I should blame her because she hurt me I shouldn't put mercy to her, she is just a piece of girl. I better not take responsibility for her.
She just nothing!
I better be back of who I am.
She is not here to change me I better be happy.
I marry Gee because of money and Rosian doesn't have!
Why should I love her and cry for her?
I am Gabriel and they want to see what's right up on me!
She will cry and make her die.
She regrets that she leaves me she never fight for me.
I would not fight for her.
Damn that girl!
I really hate I should hate her.
It's party 2 weeks I never heard Rosian or think of her. While I tie my necktie I remember 3 days more before my wedding with Gee. I don't love her but for money, I will.
Why should I think of her?
This night is the last party with my friend's families and business partners.
I go downstairs. All the people bringing a glass of wine.
I great them with my smile. Gee is holding my arm.
I look at everyone greet us well.
I look to a girl looks familiar.
I can't look away from my eyes only for her. This girl looks familiar really familiar.
I don't want to imagine but Rosian Isa all I can say of that girl really looks like.
Why she is here? Why she look dress so beautiful? Why she is so still beautiful?
I really hate this I want to grab her and what the fuck if that is Rosian why she is holding a man's hand? What she is doing? Is that her new master?
I don't know what to feel but I need to calm down what if she is not what I think? Maybe a girl just looks like her but not really her?
I don't know what to say!
I need to know her! I need to know her.
That's only I can say of my mind. While everyone is busy I try to get the attention of her I need to close to her and know every inch of her.
I know Rosian! every task black soul.
She is kissing to her master and she is really sweet that she never did to me before. Her master is sweet to her too and I never did it before to her. I am jealous I really hate her bitch! That man is a dope! I am only the richest in Europe and this Country.
While she let her go. She is busy watching and she walks behind me so
I have a chance to grab her right now so I did and cover her mouth to the corner.
"Shhhh..."
As she struggles and squeezing herself to me.
"Mmmmm....."
That is all I can hear from her.
"Rosian I miss you so much."
She slaps me.
"Who are you?"
"Baby, you don't remember me?"
"No idiot stay away from me! Or else I will shout"
Grab her and pinned her in the wall.
I kiss her so bad. I deeper the kiss and she struggles she doesn't want to kiss me.
Is she never remember me or she is just pretending?
She pushes me and slaps me again.
"How dare you!"
"Stop pretending Rosian! I am your master remember? Why are you like this?"
"Baby? My master? Are you out of your mind? I have already my master my future husband and it was not you!"
"Baby?"
I almost cry why? What happened to her. No, why she didn't remember me? Why she forgets me.
"I don't want to be with you!"
As she walks away and I feel my heartbroken it's really hurt now I feeling she feel that I neglected her.
It's really hurt.
Damn it hurts.