Never thought you would leave,
But you left me crippled on the inside.
Thought you were my best friend who would stay but you walked away instead.
I was wrong,
I did not say I was right.
I am always wrong,
When have I ever been right?
It is not something new,
Many have left before.
But you were more than a friend,
More of a family to me.
So, when you blocked,
I cried.
But I still did smile,
Because this is how life had taught me to be.
The pain is killing me on the inside,
It hurts,
And now I am scared of trusting anyone.
It left a huge scar on my mind,
But I do not blame you.
Because it was my fault,
was it not?
Just let this be,
Who is going to care a damn about me
I am a nobody.