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I became obsessed with reading the book anyway. I ran back to my room and started reading it all over again.
I read it while in the bathroom, while eating, and while I was running around the house and swinging my sword with the other recruits who were training out there.
I wanted to grasp Yeon Jin's struggles, his past, and how he managed to achieve Martial Mastery.
Although I have many privileges, it is not as if my life has not been painful.
My mother was attacked, and she was sealed, while I was thrown into the void and fell into a world, turning into a bug.
I've been struggling the entire time to find a place to call home, to find a place where I could belong.
At the same time, I've struggled against many odds, as if the world was truly against me.
Hahah...
How ridiculous.
Me, someone at the level of cosmic beings, is studying the struggles of a small human who lived thousands of years ago almost obsessively.
I... a great being...
...Great being?
No.