The sun had risen when I woke up.
Once again, the sleep wasn't smooth; it was filled with longing dreams and nightmares.
The place had really messed up my mental state. It had taken me brink. If I were to continue my journey, it would make my condition worse.
I have to recover, and this is as good a place as any.
It made me feel relieved to know that yesterday wasn't an impulsive decision. I need it to recover and get control over myself again.
I stayed in bed for a few minutes before finally getting up, which was a struggle in itself.
I have become dispirited. Since I came out of that place, I did not have much enthusiasm for anything. I didn't even enter my core even once.
It is a record because I usually enter my core at least once, but here I did not.
So, after I freshened up, I walked down and sat in my usual place by the window. Only one person in there and looking at
